A former officer in the Iraqi army ordered the bombing and killing of the Kurds, so he fled. Is his action permissible?

The questioner : I was an officer in the Iraqi army, a first lieutenant, serving in the Iraqi army... In fact, my service was in the north, in the land of the Kurds. Orders were issued to storm some villages, bomb some villages, and kill people in some villages. In truth, my religion prevented me from doing this, so I fled. I simply could not bear it, even though I had participated in some battles, which was a sin, and Allah knows that. But I fled, and praise be to Allah, and that was all I could do. So I obtained a passport with money and came to Jordan, praise be to Allah. Now I ask: Am I in the right? This is the first part of the question, if Allah wills.

The Shaykh : If there were a right above a right, we would say you are in a right above a right.